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Some Things Never Change
Tell me if you’re like me. Holding the sunlight on your skin, holding every aspect of your life too closely. It won’t fly away.

wanderingfighter
Jul 142 min read


Rosh Chodesh Tevet
There is a teaching in Masechet Brachot: Five things in this world are one-sixtieth something else. Fire is one-sixtieth Gehenna; honey...

wanderingfighter
Jan 22 min read


Granny Smith Apples
My siblings and I were raised on more practical things than most children. We learned to play hooky, and speak to spirits, and avoid...

wanderingfighter
Jun 27, 20242 min read


She Would Have Been Nachele.
My grandma couldn’t keep a secret to literally save her life. “I’m Jewish,” she told the soldiers at the gate one day. “But I’m not supposed

wanderingfighter
May 9, 20244 min read


Gadi Moses
I hadn’t intended to volunteer at the rally. The last time I went to one of these, it was a largescale federation that put it together....

wanderingfighter
Mar 4, 20242 min read


Israeli Women
This is a different kind of prayer. A wandering the city at night because it’s raining prayer. I can stay out here as long as I want and...

wanderingfighter
Dec 11, 20232 min read


Dollhouse
I have a dollhouse. My father built it for my sister and me when we were just little girls, but we added on to it through adolescence....

wanderingfighter
Nov 27, 20232 min read


Coming Soon
October’s festival was boring, so I left. It ended outside an old storefront. One I hadn’t set foot in since the festival this time last...

wanderingfighter
Oct 31, 20232 min read


While You're There Fighting
I jest that I learned to fight from a whole team of martial arts masters, at least a dozen. And it's not untrue. But at the heart and...

wanderingfighter
Oct 6, 20231 min read


Defending G-d and Disco Lights
I was 31 years old when I learned I have a pretty smile. Beautiful tapestry, if I pull the right threads it’ll all unravel. And it’s...

wanderingfighter
Oct 2, 20232 min read


Rosh Hashanah Reflection
These are the holiest days of the year. I don’t know how. I don’t know how to talk to G-d this way. We’re close, he and I. We share...

wanderingfighter
Sep 19, 20232 min read


Dear Cowboy...
I think they call these eulogies. I’m not certain. He wanted to be a cowboy. A ranch, six horses. He taught me to ride, way back in...

wanderingfighter
Sep 11, 20231 min read


Madelaine
My mother loves us in a way that defies this world. -- I glimpsed the woman’s face from the far side of the curtain, wisps of gray hair...

wanderingfighter
Aug 14, 20232 min read


Once Upon a Time
Once upon a time, I made you a promise. One day, we’ll look back on everything we’re doing now and wonder how the hell we did it. I was...

wanderingfighter
May 14, 20232 min read


Dandelions
I plant mint in the courtyard. Ivy along the fence, though my mother would insist it should be lavender. I even pull weeds, every once in...

wanderingfighter
May 4, 20231 min read


First Grade
“Don’t cry,” my mother tells me. I am in first grade, with a pretty knapsack and a lunch she packed me, and first grade always made me...

wanderingfighter
Feb 8, 20232 min read


Hero
I'm still searching for the ones who believe living feels like fire, Too busy saving the world to fold laundry A fucking hero complex...

wanderingfighter
Jan 25, 20231 min read


Fruit Trees
I stepped into my father’s shop. “Are you Steve’s daughter?” I don’t remember the last time someone asked me that, if I was my father’s...

wanderingfighter
Jan 3, 20232 min read


Every Beautiful Thing
Are you prepared for Rosh Hashanah this year? Less than I ever was. This year I stand before you in the throes of everything I did not...

wanderingfighter
Oct 31, 20223 min read


My Mother's Eyes
I’m sitting in the windowsill because this tastes like travel coffee, like the kind I used to drink right out on the fire escape of those...

wanderingfighter
Sep 5, 20222 min read
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